AUG. / My ♥ song

♕♕♕忘了是從什麼時候開始就好喜歡這首歌,甜甜的,讓人舒服平靜的,然後放空...

最近在yotube上找到了這首歌,每天上班間和洗澡時都很愛聽
好像能夠釋放不舒服的情緒,暫時讓心平靜下來...
也許前陣子吸收太多負面能量的東西,總覺得身體好累好累.雖然一直告訴自己不能被影響.
但別人一說,自己心又軟的照單全收.(所以只能怪自己)

最近無意間知道了一些事,聽完後一笑置之.....
雖然我真的到現在還不知道她和我說這些話的用意是什麼...(天真的以朋友的身份聽她說....)

直到約一週前我爆炸了...好想和當事人說:你們真的夠了!!!!
若有似無的套話,你們要怎麼搞是你們的事,我們雖是朋友,但我不需要了解你們的過程和對話內容,就算是再好的朋友也不需要知道,我沒有必要聽到這些....幼稚到了極點!!!!


★然後我好想告訴自己:你可不可以不要總是這麼爛好人個性呀!!!!!
                                          到底什麼時候才能把爛好人個性改改.....


clumsy little me I
I always let you down
I never have the sense enough to keep my mouth shut
I always let you down
I'm falling past the line now
oh I do it every time
I say what I don't mean
my real intent's unseen
I do it every tieme
oh I've let you down
now you can let me drown here in my own shameful tears
you can let me go
but I hope you know my risk is betting that you'll let me stay

clumsy little words
they always fall away
and I'm left just standing there
you think you think that I don't care
but honey that's not true
and I know just what you'll do
oh you'll look at me sadly
as I try to compensate for the words that I just ate
I'm feeling so badly
oh I've let you down
now you can let me drown here in my own shameful tears
you can let me go
but I hope you know my risk is betting that you'll let me stay

I fumble and I fall with no sense
I laugh and cry in every sentence
so listen now to words I have to say
and know that it's just me I'm trying to make us both happy
I'm fading when tongues are tied and hearts are far away

clumsy liitle me
I alway let you down
I never have the sense enough to keep my mouth shut
I always let you down
I always let you down
I always let you down
always let you down
always let you down
I always let me down